Wednesday 28 November 2018

Natter

I had a conversation with 5-year-old me.
The 5-year version of me is so playful, lively and carefree. She loves to enact characters to entertain her kith and kin.

Last evening, me and my 5-year-old version were sitting in our verandah and listening to the birds chirping while devouring our favourite ice-creams.

She was telling me about her friend with whom she had a fight few hours ago. She was saying all nice things about her. I asked her, 'Are you not angry from your friend for cheating in carrom-board? She said, 'No, not at all. Why would I? It was just a game." I again threw a question at her, "But she was just so rude, and you hate it when someone cheats. Don't you? How can you forgive her?" She said to me, "She is my friend. We play all day together. She does so much for me. We both are a shield for each other in school. Last time, she punched Rahul in his face for mocking me. I kicked Jay because he pushed her and she fell and bruised her leg. After these two incidents nobody dares to mess with us. We are a team, proud girl squad. Fights happen, its okay, we are like this only, we are used to it. She said sorry, she was genuinely feeling bad for whatever she did; and I said, its fine. Now everything is normal between us. We don't think much about it."

After answering me, she said, 'Now can I eat my ice-cream? Else, it will melt. And then you will have to buy me another one. I don't like to waste ice-cream, you know that very well. I said smiling, 'Sure!' and continued to eat my scoop.

That small conversation with her, made me realize that the main problem which I now face is "over-thinking" and making things complicated.

As we grow old, we tend to forget that life is not about holding grudges; we should not cling on negativity. We should stick to positivity. Everyone has good and bad traits in them. If someone wronged us. We shouldn't forget whatever good they had done for us in the past. We shouldn't forget the happy moments we have spent together.

And, over-thinking is a devil which needs to be tackled and conquered. We should learn to enjoy life's little moments.

Also, when life becomes miserable, just look towards your younger version. May be, you get an answer; because, sometimes, what we were as a kid has answers to our complicated questions.

A lot has changed in these years, but what has not changed is, love for nature and also, 'me and my 5-year-old version love ice-cream'. So much so that we can trade the world for it. *Just Kidding*



Thursday 4 October 2018

Yahya, a conjurer who spells magic into words!

So, one fine day I stumbled upon this guy. He was all over the internet, every person in my friend list was posting about his poem. On Facebook I only saw snippets of the video but the words were so intriguing that there was an urge to watch the full video. So, I watched 'Shayad Wo Pyaar Nahi' on YouTube. And after watching that I was left spellbound. The way he expressed, the way he defined love was so freaking amazing. So true and so relateable. Every line that he said struck a chord that touched the heart. I remember how I read the title of the video again and again just to remember his name. I had read this name for the first time so it wasn't very difficult to memorise it, unique names easliy grab your attention, right? But to be honest I didn't know its correct pronunciation until I heard him saying his name. (Don't kill me after knowing this okay?! 🙈😅 I mentioned earlier I heard it for the first time. I love your name okay? 😍 Its just that I was oblivious to it earlier.)

Okay, so coming back to the poem, Shayad Wo Pyaar Nahi; when I watched it, the first thing which I did was; ofcourse, after getting back to my senses again, subscribing to Spill Poetry so that I don't miss out any other video by this super amazing poet Yahya Bootwala. 

I was never into poetry until I heard you. I realised that a door had just opened paving way to a new world which comprised of poems and stories. A world which was so blissful. After that there was no looking back, my interest into stories and poetry kept increasing every single day. I used to search Yahya's videos on YouTube. Whenever a new video released, I used to watch it instantly. I subscribed to Spill Poetry, Unerase Poetry, Tape A Tale, Fifty Shades of Uth just to listen to your magical words. I found a new world that was so blissful and miraculous. A place where I found solace.

Your piece 'Cycle' took me back to my childhood days again. How beautifully you related cycle's different parts with success, hard work and other aspects of life is commendable.

'Shehar' is such a thought-provoking piece. It made me question how time has changed and how we all have forgotten to enjoy the little things in life. It makes one relive their past and question their present state all at once.

'Mera Moment Phir Reh Gaya, made me shed a tear, actually more than that. The beauty of Tape A Tale is, all the stories which are narrated, they are lived by the person reciting it.When I watched Mera Moment Phir Reh Gaya, I couldn't see it in a single stretch because I was heartbroken when I came to know the truth, tears started rolling down my eyes. It took me some time to gather myself again and listen to the whole piece. Its really really very beautiful and heart-touching. 

Yahya, your TedX talk is really motivating. Thank you for taking all those wrong decisions, they gave me hope to take some bold decisions. "Life can take anything away from you, but what it can't take away from you are the dreams and the passion you have for them."
"If you believe in something, go do it, because, what people call stupid decisions today, might call bravery tomorrow." I will always remember these lines.

'Main Likhunga Tere Baare Mein' is such a beautiful piece. A smile remained glued to my face until the piece ended. Its same though whenever I listen to it. And, yes, it makes me think, will someone ever write something like this for me? Okay, I got swayed away, pardon me. Well, it genuinely makes the listener say, "Kya hui khata humse ki aisa pyaar hume naseeb nahi hua?" 

I watched each and every piece of yours on YouTube religiously; tried to search you on Facebook but you hadn't made a page by then, I did find your Facebook account though; I wanted to send a friend request too but thought it will look weird so I dropped that idea and I just tapped on the follow button so that I get to know if you ever post anything about your new writings. I never thought of telling you how much your poems mean to me until I heard 'Baarish'. This happened in July when your piece 'Baarish' released on YouTube. When I saw it, I was so mesmerised. This piece is just so beautifully written, it moistened my eyes, it felt like as if I had faced that heartbreak myself. Its so pure that anyone could relate to it. I didn't even see the video I just put on my earphones, closed my eyes and listened to it. Its not that the video is bad or anything but I just want to say that its so pure and amazing that I wanted to hear and feel it with all my heart. I loved it so much that for the first time I thought to tell you how much I loved it. So I opened your Instagram profile and commented there under the picture of your piece 'Baarish' which you had shared. I simply poured my heart out without thinking whether you will like it or not, hoping that you won't get offended knowing that I was more interested in listening to it more than watching the video. I mentioned the same thing that I listened to it with closed eyes, I didn't know that you would read it and reply to it as well, and you were not mad at me instead you said that it really means a lot to you. That was just so sweet of you. Unbelievable for me. I had loved Baarish so much that I also shared it with my bestie and she liked it so much that she started crying, you see this is the effect you have on people. The way you express emotions into words, so simple yet so impactful is unparalleled nobody can affect others the way you do.

Has anyone told you that your voice can work wonders?
Its just so soothing that it makes me forget all my worries. It may sound weird to you but I have an entire playlist of your pieces lined up so that I can listen to them whenever I need to.

Whenever I need motivation I look upto your pieces and your TedX talks. They actually help me a lot. The way you speak, the way you pour emotions into words is so honest and pure. There are times when people come to me asking my suggestion on a matter and I end up quoting you, I say, 'You know what Yahya says, he says that everyone can be a writer, you just pick up pen and paper and write whatever you feel, its all about how you pour your emotions into words and your honesty.' And it's just an instance that I mentioned; I remember each and everything which you mention in your TedX and other interviews, they are so helpful and I try to follow whatever I have learned from you. I am not exaggerating, okay? But I literally do this. Thank you for being my INFLUENCER and INSPIRATION.

You have always been a source of happiness and encouragement.

You are truly an angel, a conjurer without a magic wand or I should say, your pen is a magic wand with which you spell magic into words. 😍😇

Keep writing and keep motivating! 😇


                         

Friday 7 September 2018

She is a WARRIOR!


When I saw those eyes for the very first time, everything froze!

All I can see was those big dark eyes speaking a thousand words, yet so silent.
I fell for her in the first glance itself.
That sparkle in her eyes as if the whole galaxy dwells inside them.
Her eyes spoke of the beautiful places she has travelled.
Her eyes wanted to tell the stories of the people she has met in her journey called life.
Her eyes spoke about beautiful creatures she has seen.
Her eyes wanted to tell about her camping adventures.
Her eyes lit up with ecstasy when she narrated how amazing it was to see the sky adorned with stars. At that moment I fell for her even more.
Her eyes described the butterfly which she just saw when she was on her way to meet me. And, believe me, I could literally see those colours of butterfly in her eyes when she recited it to me. She was so pure and expressive that you could actually feel what she feels.
Her everyday stories which were so simple yet so impactful made me fell for her even more every single day.

Her eyes talked about the melodies,
Her eyes talked about the birds,
Her eyes talked about the butterflies,
Her eyes talked about the clouds,
Her eyes talked about the rains,
Her eyes talked about the sun rises,
Her eyes talked about the sunsets,
Her eyes talked about the stars,
Her eyes talked about the galaxies.

I knew she had expressive eyes which talked more than she could ever express in her words. But what I knew was beyond all this. I knew she hid some scars behind those sparkling eyes which she never told anyone. I respect her for the way she is living her life. I respect her for the decisions she has taken. I really love the way how she has carved out a niche for herself even in the darkest days. She has taught me how to live with a smile even when you have nothing to be happy about; she is the epitome of optimism, she has inspired me in so many ways. I know she is a diamond which can bear even the harshest blow. I know she is brave enough to face everything alone. I am so proud to have come across such a mighty soul. Even if I am not by her side she is capable enough to face this world. That's how every person should be like, no? I love and respect her for the way she is. 

I know she is one hell of a WARRIOR.

                                 





Saturday 7 April 2018

It's Okay.

Heartbroken?
Someone cheated on you?
Someone left you without even uttering a word?
Someone left without giving you a reason?
Someone just disappeared?

Well, whatever may be the reason.
I just want to say, 'Congratulations, you have just saved yourself from committing a grievous mistake of your life.' Because, if a person doesn't want to stay then what is the point of delaying? 

If a person doesn't want to be in your life then let it be; you can't force anyone. Respect and love is not demanded, it is earned. If you have different perceptions and you never agree on any topic then don't stress, just try to understand other's perception as well. May be that helps. But if you are compelled to leave your opinion, everytime, then you might need to reconsider your choice; Is that person compatible enough for you or not?
Sometimes there are lack of emotions or sometimes there is lack of understanding.
Relationship isn't just about being available for each other 24/7, its also about giving your partner enough personal space, respecting each other's opinions. You need to understand each other emotionally. You need to trust each other. You need to stop being over possessive too. Yes, this can create issues.

And more importantly if someone leaves you, that doesn't mean you are not good enough or you have flaws. Its just that because of different perceptions you didn't vibe well. And its okay, chill, move on. Give a pat on your back and tell yourself, 'It was just a phase, I am okay and I deserve better.' More love, more happiness is waiting for you with open arms. Don't stand in front of a closed door in hope of getting back what has already been lost. Keep walking. You just need to find the right door.
I know its hard but you are stronger than you think, just have faith in yourself. Believe me, you shall rise like a phoenix.



Monday 1 January 2018

Happy New Year, 2k18! :)

Hello Everyone!
So, its new year; excited, right?
No! 
But why?
Oh! I got it, you are thinking what's so good about this new year?
Nothing was good in 2017 and 2018 will follow the suit. Failures, hardships, worries and stuff like that. But hey, wait a moment! Take a deep breath! Close your eyes and think about all the good things  you have in your life! Your family, your friends, jolly times you have spent them. All those birthdays, festivals, trips. All those things which make you happy, which make you feel you are alive.

Still thinking about the struggles you are going through? Well, may be, now the time has come when you'll be realising your dream. Don't think about the new year as just another year which will go as a total waste. Think about it as another opportunity! :)

God is opening another door in your life which will lead you towards your goal.

Now you are one step ahead; closer to your goal. You just need to be strong, have faith! All these years, you have worked so hard and you have managed to demolish all the hurdles that have come in your way (a pat on your back for that, you did a great job). So put a little more effort. Because now, its the time when you shall reap the fruits of your hard work.

Think of all the blessings you have. Your mother, father, grandparents; fragrance of the unconditional love which they sprinkle in your life. The motivation and support provided by the kith and kins. Count your blessings instead of counting your worries. Cheer up! Don't crib! 2018 is ready for you with open arms! 

And promise yourself that you won't allow any negativity in life. Positiveness is the key to everything. If your thoughts are positive then you can change the negative into positive. Under the influence of the heat of your positiveness even the negative(-) sign will melt and break into two negatives(-) to make a positive(+). You have no idea how much your thoughts, your energy affect you. It can either make you or break you. So, the choice is yours.

You can even move a mountain with your faith. Just don't let anyone snatch that power of belief from you. Buckle up your seat belt and welcome 2018 with huge smile and confidence. 

You are the sculptor of your own life. So, make sure you make a good statue. Good Luck! :) 
And, a very HAPPY NEW YEAR, 2k18!


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